i like the way you made me feel for so long. you made me remember what love felt like. what be loved felt like, although all of it was a lie to you. i don't regret anything except for all the guys who passed me by. all those gentlemen who could've taken your place in my heart. I was blinded by the light that popped out of your eyes when you were looking at me. yes, you are charming. anything bad is charming. however, you gave me goods too. and i've had my bads.
now that i moved on, the world is mine to conquire. i can finally see all those men around who are actually good guys, unlike you. i bet they're happy to take your place! getting over you by myself is probably the best thing that could ever happen to me this year. thank you a lot for all the good times, for all the lies, for all the cries and all the happiness you brought me in the year we've known each other. i screwed up and you did too a couple weeks ago. what so ever, it's not hurting me. what hurts me is that i lost the friend in you.
all i want is the wind in my hair, to face the fear but not feel scared.